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had a good drinking session with the usual peeps: bryan and siva, and liying tagged along today with her boy.
basically, our conversations were based on racist indian jokes, embarrassing moments in life (90% of it was mine.. ok fine ALL of them were mine..), and of course.. women.
i've been kinda denying it for a long time, but i'm seriously still not completely over cynthia. i mean, i've been having a few flings here and there, but they haven't really been.. my type.
not to be rude, but it feels like i've been using this excuse, being with flings, to just forget about her? i really ain't sure. thoughts of her will still linger in my head now and again.
but.. i can't do anything about it now, due to some 'complications'. just wait, i guess.. just wait.
random thoughts:
- i'll never drink two nights in a row. it's very intoxicating.
- i have a brand new everlast watch!
- i'll never return to that crappy japanese 'restaurant' at citylink. what kind of restaurant serves food WITHOUT chopsticks?! i had to ask the bitch to get them..
- i realised i like to drink, as in generally.
- i was feeling very happy today for no apparent reason. trust me, it's a bad sign.
- i still miss the kampong.
i'm back from cambodia!
and i'm NOT gonna give any details.. how the hell am i supposed to type out two weeks of activities in one short post?! FORGET IT!
i will though, just type out a brief summary. :)
taught the kids there, stayed in a kampong, made cement out of stones, sand, cement and lake water, made a friend or two, met a girl.. hahaha.
well it's too early to say much about that last one. heck i've only known her well for the duration of the trip!
hahahaha.
and i just realised my last post was very angry and depressing.
today's like the umph-teenth day of fasting. i uh.. lost track already.
:D