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Saturday, July 28, 2007
i've been very negative towards almost everything lately.
negative towards people.
negative towards myself.
negative towards almost everything, basically.
it's almost as if god hates me.
nothing goes my way.
be it with normal everyday things, friendship, companionship, even family.
they all never go my way.
i know, suck it up and roll with it.
how about you try dealing with it almost all your life.
why does god curse me so?
why in the world does he put me on this god-forsaken land, just for me to suffer so much.
i'm almost on the verge of breaking down so badly that no one can possibly save me.
i seriously need a big time out.
Friday, July 27, 2007
sp tunes was a total flop.
not only were most of the songs chinese, they were sub-standard.
i basically made myself enjoy it by making fun of the singers.
and then there was the star, BAH!
to me he should've won.
the judges were crap.
bah had his own written song, played acoustic guitar, sang with so much passion, yet he only got runner up.
and the winner was some piece of crap singer who couldn't even sing at a funeral!
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
i probably shouldn't have gone to school today, but i did.
picked zhiqi up from her place, sent her to lessons. had a nice chat with her BUT i seriously hate talking while driving. :/
felt lazy to go for ICD lecture, though i've only gone for it once! hahaha.
slacked my butt off till about 12.50, and sent zhiqi (again) to her aunt's place i think.. or was it her grandma's..
headed back to school and had a briefing for the cambodia trip i'm going to in about a month's time!
and one of the girls was kinda cute! and she's japanese!
i'm soooo gonna love this trip.
:D
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
hah!
first post.
on a day that i deleted my old one 'cause it stank.
now i gotta keep blogging (again) for my ICD assignment.
so here goes!
day's been pretty normal.
met clare in the morning for awhile, and we were to supposed to share a tiramisu my sis made!
hah.
she's truly not fated to eat it at all!
then i was FORCED to bring my guitar and amp home as ordered by my dad, along with my laptop and bag. crap.
and apparently there was a MEET-THE-MAIN-COMM day thingy today. yeap. don't know what that was about but it ain't concerning me that much. :)