RAMBLINGS
Thursday, August 23, 2007
two injections in two minutes. OUCH!
well it didnt really hurt that badly. kinda like red ant bites. and i'm only feeling the after effects NOW(10 hrs later).
something very peculiar was told to me today.
and so, amin tells me 'eh 'din, you know yesterday(or i cant remember which day he mentioned) clare came in and said 'why adin never msg me anymore'.
and i'm there sitting on the sofa 'what the hell.. NOW she notices??'
but in all honesty, it's very misleading. ok, say one day during study and/or exam period, i decide to chat with clare on msn. i say 'hey!' as usual, and no reply comes out. so i thought, nevermind.. maybe she's studying.
the next few following days, i kinda hardly chat with her. for one reason why is that i don't really bother with people who don't have the decency to at least reply. or even if you're busy, just tell me you're busy. it'll only take up 1minute of your time.
back to the story. so i barely chat, or talk to her for the past few weeks. then suddenly she exclaims to amin about why i don't msg her no more.
COME ON. i'm not the type of guy who keeps pestering a person to reply me asap. i leave people to their own personal space. and when she said that to amin, i kinda got abit mad.
i mean, it's the exam period. if you don't reply me or something, i'm having the mentality that you're studying or something. so i won't bother you. in the case of sms-ing her, it's the same thing. i'll give a person space and time to study for their exams, cause i know not everyone's like me and slacks as he/she studies.
so really, if you're reading this clare, i'm just typing what i feel is the current scenario now. the reason why i don't msg you no more is that it's the exam period, and i'll let you be, cause i know you're the studious type. so yea, it kinda seems like i'm the bad one in this scenario, which i'm not. and i have every reason NOT to be associated with you at this period of my life.
i don't know.. i'm a very confusing person. i don't know what got into me, don't know why i fell for you. if it's just another one of my infatuations.. i don't really know. but at the rate this is going.. ok forget it.
too much has been said here. i'd better just leave it as it is.
:)
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