i've been very negative towards almost everything lately.
negative towards people. negative towards myself. negative towards almost everything, basically.
it's almost as if god hates me. nothing goes my way. be it with normal everyday things, friendship, companionship, even family. they all never go my way.
i know, suck it up and roll with it. how about you try dealing with it almost all your life.
why does god curse me so? why in the world does he put me on this god-forsaken land, just for me to suffer so much. i'm almost on the verge of breaking down so badly that no one can possibly save me.